My dream and the Intuitive

I dreamed we were saying goodbye again, mama. You were moving to Montana, and I was moving to Minnesota and we were taking turns packing up the house. I got some of your things. I was crying and crying. It was gong to be such a long drive between visitations. I didn’t even know anyone in Minneapolis, just Josh, but we’re not speaking. I knew I was going to miss you, and I miss you now. It’s strange to have you here with me and me not being able to see you. I see you in my mind’s eye and sometimes I feel like you, and right now, I just know you’re here. With these tears, it’s all fresh again. Jason got the dumpster packed up for me, but no, I do not want it.

I went to see an intuitive last week and the session was amazing. It hit directly home. Even this dream and my feelings now lead to the prayers which came during the session:

I release everything and all things which do not belong to me… God, ignite the fire within me and enfold, protect and surround me with divine light and love, may nothing enter my energy field except by way of this light and love, may only the same vibration enter in and everything else I observe outside this field of energy. May I accept and allow a return to complete wholeness and wellness. Thank you for all mention here today. May I be abundantly blessed and abundantly bless others, thank you, thank you, thank you.

May I be aware of helpful and loving guidance, and my mother’s love around me, for she is around me a lot of the time. So are seven to ten other angelic entities! wow…

Dreams, Oracle | 3.06.2008 9:34 | 3 Comments

Poignant Horoscope

Taurus (April 20-May 20)

Have you ever been filled with a terrible yearning to become something new? Do you know what it’s like to be racked with a ferocious hunger to change your life? Speaking from experience, I know that such a state can sometimes feel heavy and dark. But I’m here to tell you that it can also be a tremendous asset. The key to transforming it into a gift, ironically, is to see it as a gift. So your assignment, Taurus, is to interpret your ache for transformation as a potent blessing. To do so will give you the power to perform magic you can’t even imagine yet.

My current topic: more diet changes for health.

Oracle | 30.04.2008 0:14 | No Comments

Tarot Reading

Dreams and synchronicities weird me out and spur me to the Gypsy House. I received the second tarot reading of my life. It was mainly a confirmation of what I already knew, but it was nice to get a convenient synopsis to tie it all together.

All I have to do is ask, and I learn the truth. I have always known it. I ask the universe to help me always be honest with myself. The power of a magicienne is available to me- to able to have thoughts rise above passions, emotions, and irritations. I have the power to make all of my wishes come true. I observe how empowering it is to think forward, un-oppressed by the past. We attract reflections of ourselves. As I let in light, I become available for my ultimate dream, and it for me. I let in light. Oh, and don’t worry about money.

We can either see this for the dream it all is anyway- sleeping or awake- make light of it and accept the lessons, or allow it to be a drag and let things weigh us down. It’s our choice. I know what I choose.

Oracle | 23.05.2006 15:28 | 1 Comment

Initiation

Initiation
Something Hidden
A Secret Matter

A hieratic or mystery Rune pointing to that which is beyond our frail manipulative powers. Perth is on the side of Heaven, the Unknowable, and has associations with the phoenix, that mystical bird which consumes itself in the fire and then rises from its own ashes.

Powerful forces of change are at work here. Yet what is achieved is not easily or readily shared. After all, becoming “whole” the means of it is a profound secret.

On the side of human nature, this Rune is symbolized by the flight of the eagle. Soaring flight, free from entanglement, lifting yourself above the endless ebb and flow of ordinary life to acquire broader vision, all this is indicated here.

Nothing external matters here, except as it shows you its inner reflection. This Rune is concerned with the deepest stratum of our being, the bedrock on which our destiny is founded. For some, Perth means experiencing a death. If need be, let go of everything, no exceptions, no exclusions. Nothing less than the renewal of the Spirit is at stake.”

Reversed:

“A counsel against expecting too much, or expecting in the ordinary way, for the old way has come to an end: You simply cannot repeat the old and not suffer. Call in your scattered energies, concentrate on your own life at this moment, your own requirements for growth. Perth counsels you neither focus on outcomes nor to bind yourself with the memory of past achievements. In doing so, you rob yourself of a true present, the only time in which self-change can be realized.

“You may feel overwhelmed with exhaustion from meeting obstruction upon obstruction in your passage. Yet you always have a choice: You can see this apparent negativity as bad luck, or you can recognize it as an obstacle course, a challenge specific to the Initiation you are presently undergoing. Then each setback, each humiliation, becomes a test of character. When your inner being is shifting and reforming on a deep level, patience, constancy and perseverance are called for. So stay centered, see the humor, and keep your faith firm.

Blum, Ralph. Book of Runes

Oracle | 6.04.2006 21:43 | No Comments

Strength

Strength
Manhood, Womanhood.
The Wild Ox

“The Rune of terminations and new beginnings, drawing Uruz indicates that the life you have been living has outgrown its form. That form must die so that new energy can be released in a new form. This is a Rune of passage and, as such, part of the Cycle of Initiation.

Positive growth and change, however, may involve a descent into darkness as part of the cycle of perpetual renewal. As in nature, this progression consists of five aspects: death, decay, fertilization, gestation, and rebirth. Events occurring now may well prompt you to to undergo a death within yourself. Since self-change is never coerced; we are always free to resist. Remember that the new life is always greater than the old.

Prepare, then, for opportunity disguised as loss. It could involve the loss or someone or something to which you have an intense emotional bond, and through which you have been living a part of your life, a part that must now be retrieved so you can live it out for yourself. In some way, that bond is being severed, a relationship radially changed, a way of life coming to an end. Seek among the ashes and discover a new perspective and a new strength.

The ancient symbol for Uruz was the aurochs, a wild ox. When the wild ox was domesticated; an immensely difficult task it could transport heavy loads. Learn to adapt yourself to the demands of such a creative time. Firm principles attach to this Rune. At the same time humility is called for, since in order to rule you must know how to serve. Uruz puts you on notice that your soul and the universe support the new growth.

Blum, Ralph. Book of Runes

Oracle | 6.04.2006 21:38 | 3 Comments