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Job Hunt Recession ‘o9

I was looking for a job in the Great Recession of ’09. Having no luck breaking into the education field, I decided to look for a restaurant job. Money was running out. Thanks to my man, I finally faced the numbers to see how much I owed on my student loans, and how much it would cost to pay back. In the nick of time, I stopped taking out loans. I post-poned taking thesis credit hours, and went on the job hunt at a pretty treacherous time. Jobs were out there, but there were much much more job seekers. At first, I applied to anything I could find I could do on Craigslist. I applied at offices, I applied at universities, I applied at cleaning companies, I applied at schools…
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Events, Journey, Short Story | 15.12.2009 21:53 | No Comments

The Calling

fairy-and-bird1Steam from the coffee
Permeated our nostrils
An oboe carried a raw melody in
through an open window
The lace curtains waved
in an afternoon breeze
Drawing attention away from paintings
dotting shadowed walls
To a point suspended somewhere in the air.
The perfect scene of a film
My cousin and I agreed,

So, Do you have a man?
My momma’s mom asked me
Bent from the wait of her years
Even though I sat
I looked up to talk to her.
She looked up at me
Gazing through my momma’s eyes.
I answered as though speaking from my momma’s soul
She could never stand still in all her life
Nor did her eyes ever look so worried.

Yes.

And what do you want to do?
Write books, enjoy films from the hearts of beautiful foreign places
That would make it hard to raise a family.
It would.
But I could only be faithful
To the lover that is Art.
One must find the quiet of the soul
Hear the tiny voice of the Calling
Which gets louder
when the exclamation is
Love!

Money is cold
and lifeless.
A barbed wire barrier
to that which is most meaningful.
Those who lust after money
and claw after power
Stuff a rag into the mouth of that
tiny voice
Which offered purpose for their life.

praha1Living is an Art.
The job of the artist is
to show us what humanity is.
Essence of expression
From the interior of the Soul
Convey the abstractions of the realm
Flitter out of the cuccoon
Transmute metal into gold.

II.

The president should be a philosopher?
As the conquistadors
Explored the world
They exploited the Indians for earthly treasures.
Burned, destroyed, and slaughtered.
The ruler philosopher whispers
Explore your Selves
it is not a voice
which is the calling

Creative Writing, Prose | 21.10.2009 20:26 | No Comments

Dancer

There is a dancer and gardner who was once a little boy in a certain African country. His mother was known as a witch because she had had ten girls- girls disdained- and only one boy. This beautiful boy of Hindu origins found himself in a European boarding school and gained friendship with the boys fbecause he wouldn’t run from the city street riff-raff guys causing trouble. He had grown up to fight, and he ran after the riff-raff boys, throwing stones. His new boarding-school friends took him to a brothel, where he was told to sit and wait in the foyer. He was too young to go off into a room. Over time he became friends with the madame. He was comfortable, adoring of women contrary to the other men from where he came. “Do you want to make money?” the madame asked him. “Sure,” the boy replied. “Can you dance?” she asked. “Yes, I can dance,” said the boy, and soon he was dancing for women in the women’s clubs. He was also trained in ballet… Somehow he ended up in the care of an Italian ambassador in New York City, for whom he would entertain. Enamoured with America, with Jane Fonda, Farrah Fawcett, and John Travolta in Saturday Night Fever, he desired to come. The ambassador got him a Visa and the young man arrived in New York, from where he disappeared into the folds. Older now, but very agile, he goes out dancing and orders a bottle of water. He works in gardens bringing flowers with him, referring to his female friends as goddesses.

Short Story | 31.05.2007 2:39 | No Comments

Woman’s Embrace

india3.jpgThere was a woman who lived far off in India’s countryside. She was unmarried, and she was neither rich nor poor. She lived in a little villa with a dozen rats who sometimes came to get milk, and sandpipers and snipes came from the heavens to be fed in the yard. Kitties came and rubbed their backs against the corners of the house, and furthermore, the thing that raised eyebrows in the village was the degree to which widowers and young men came to her for coffee, conversation and prayer. There was something about her that made them stay, holding her in their arms and being held in return. This flow of visitors was unchanging and she never picked a suitor. No one knew she had suffered a broken heart long ago, yet fuller and more full it became as the milk and grain never ran out for the wayward guests.

Short Story | 11.05.2007 11:37 | 1 Comment

Pastries From Bavaria

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I mustn’t stay
I really can’t go
Gaping at the seams
Light a smoke and have a party

All these beams
Hung on fancy strings
Alight these wings
Pastries flown in from Bavaria

Suspended from
The super-past
I want to smell the freshly cut grass
And see your face, your smile
rain down on me

Budding trees
Soon to be canopies
Light my heart on fire

Your face
Your smile
This breeze
Ah the light of springtime

Prose | 7.03.2007 12:17 | 1 Comment